Him

Amsterdam, Dam Square
18.07.15
Day time

I found myself strolling around in the city centre or whatever the Dutch call their Dam Square is, as usual Dam Square always full of so many tourists and locals trying to get as many sun light as they could in this sunny weather, some of them just sitting on the bricks under this white monument which I never really paid attention -more pen shapes kinda monument-. This is my year-two already for having flown back and forth from Jakarta-Amsterdam. Nothing special that day, unless all outlets were full of bunch people trying to get their luck on sale season. Me included. I decided to buy myself a backpack i thought, because this time i don't bring my big luggage with me, meaning not even i bring a small purse with me to carry my stuff during my 3 days staying,.. and in anyway i don't think bring the big buddy will be useful for me, ugh what for? this is like the shortest schedule and i don't feel like the need to drag that heavy luggage here and there..

After a long time break

I know right?

Been almost two years that I have not been around actively, though i know that last time i posted something online wasn't actually two years, maybe just a couple months ago. It's been such a journey though for what have been through, sometimes i found myself questioning "Do I making the right decision?" but that's life isn't it? You can't always expecting things to go all the way straight-right. 

Before I go into deeper feelings and thoughts,