The thing about writing is you gotta have this mood, you know... to write every little details slash non sense that you feel that its deserved to be remembered. Well darling so far i kinda struggle to bring those mood back! yet here i am listening to scientist-coldplay and got all those inspirational shits to write.. anyway, today is kinda really early in the morning which today is my last day-off which i know i kinda sad for having not enough sleep... Before i write so many nonsense, lets just get to the next paragraph, shall we?
So my american family seems like kinda back in town! WHAAAAAAA??? yeaayyyy i'm so excited actually.. yeah at least that's what i used to feel! The fact that we are all getting older does have some say to everything that's left behind. Sometimes the relationship that you had before is stronger than when you finally meet them again?! at least that's what i felt. Anyway, lately my big family is kinda having problems that seems so hard! For this long i thought this kinda problem only exist on tv/movies/soap opera/ drama series or whatever! ugh!! but the fact is as you are getting older and those problems are growing up too you know! it is no longer about you are loosing your pencil, you don't like to eat your broccoli any longer! This time is even bigger! which of course in no way i kinda share those in my online journal, but to be honest those problems kinda break my heart too :/
Those matters kinda open my eyes, it kinda wake me up from my long-time sleep, and it changes me, and i believe i will never be the same person ever again. Its just too many problems dudeeeee... and those are tough foo shoooreeee :((
My close-minded lil brain somehow just like to ask whyyyyyyyy.. why all of these should be happenin? can't we just go back to that time where all of us didn't give any shits and no fucks were given that day :( Isn't family is all you got? so i do hope that these shits are gonna pass soon, just like all the problems that i've been thru..
Good nite all, and please do love your family!
No comments:
Post a Comment