It Is What It Is

It was so subtle indeed

Staying as friend you said

As if we knew it’ll lead somewhere more?

Little bit that I know, you have my curiosity

You said hi asked me to come

There you were, and your little world

Its a little blurry, I held your hand eventually?

Little bit that I know, I die a lil inside

source

I sang you a song

You played me guitar

Could this be anymore absurd?

Next thing I know I like your attention

You gave me songs

With your guitar on

Then you start singing
with your fucked up voice

Next thing you know, you crave my attention

One thing leads to another

Never in my life I’m longing your companion

The kiss was wrong but I wanted so…

You catch my breath but I let it so…

You have to go, I know

You said you left heavy heartedly

It struck me a little inside

Because it’s not me falling, but you falling

At least that’s what you said

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People say be careful what you wish for

Me, I never wish for anything

Simply because I’m still in searching

But here I am, on your land

Trying to convince myself

You are just another guy on my list

That comes and goes anyway

Can you stay?

Stay a little bit longer?

A little bit longer than you suppose..

Or maybe stay for a nite for a talk

Next thing I know, it's me falling?

Yeah, we talked

We do, ah we did

No, wait yes we do

Just in a different kinda language

The language we spoke, only us understand

People know how to start

Often misleading how to end

No one taught how to end

It was always been how to start

Still don’t make any sense!

Well I am not sure

Not quite sure where the fuck I am

Its like when you run, you dont know where the finish line ends

Now where is my finish line?

Should I say bye? Or see you again?

See you around? or talk to you soon?

What the fuck?

No such thing as we belong together

Simply because we’re not

No promises no expectation

But well like one says:

Every individual that passes by in your life, are meant to pass anyway

They bring you lesson

Now I know

You are my kinda life lesson

Hell what a life lesson you are!

Both good and bad

It is what it is.